In the name of being honest
to all the crumpled up pieces of paper lying on the floor
Yesterday I had the pleasure of walking with a dear friend and fellow mother around the block. Just 1 block - becasue she is still recovering from a rather dangerous neck surgery. We rejoiced in her healing journey and then laughed way too hard over our parenting pitfalls. This being only 4 days after having my wisdom teeth out (at age 45), I had to calm myself down enough to not damage my sore jaw. Enough to say, “you know, my husband and I have done a thousand things that traumatized our daughters, but one thing we always tried to shoot for was being honest with them.”
She liked that. But later I thought - am I really honest? Maybe with my kids - as much as they can stand me to be. When I start preaching about the future of mankind, I usually get a big ‘Ok Mom that’s enough.’ Then they turn up the Taylor Swift, and I relinquish.
Remember in 1999 (the year I got married), when you could go to the store and get whatever you wanted because there wasn’t a device in your hand conntecting you to everyone at home and what they wanted? I could actually remember my list back then. Now I write it down in 2 places and sometimes still have to ask my family to text a pic of the list from home. And since I never clean up my photos, Google is storing way too many of my grocery lists in a facility that is sucking way more energy than that piece of paper I used to write my list on.
We used to function and go out without a robot reminding us where we parked and suggesting that we should take another route home due to traffic. My dad grew up on a farm and always knew the time of day and what direction he was going without looking at anything but the sun.
Remember when people used to run and workout without a piece of technology strapped to their body? Do they realize there is so much radiation pumping through that iphone that they may have cancer before they make it back home?
I survived without a cell phone or car at age 18 in a new city. I walked through Las Vegas at night with 2 other women and no cell phones at age 23 (not a good idea - I don’t recommnend it). I have 2 crazy stories as a teenager about breaking down on the side of the road in the middle of nowhere with just me and my sister at age 15 and then me and my best friend at age 16! It’s her birthday today, and we both made it to 45 even after that incident. And now both of us probably stalk our teenagers on their iphones to see where they are. I know I do.
Where am I going with this you may ask? That is exactly the question. Where the blankty blank are we going with this!? During my couple days after being sedated, I blurted to another dear fellow mom and precious neighbor of mine ‘no I will not ask AI.’ I realized it was shockingly honest and bold and probably made me sound old. But I’ve been reading Substack for over a year, digesting the information. I think it’s time to be honest about how I feel about what is going on right now. What kind of a world do I want to leave for the grandchildren I so hope to have?
8 years ago I sold almost all my belongings and plopped down in the jungle of Hawai’i. A most magical place of lava rock, pukas (holes), native beauty, invasive species, radiating sun, and lovely lava. I have witnessed Pele move and watched the stars rotate each night. I have laid in the wet grass with the fire ants, warded off the rats, cock roaches, and toads (which are my arch nemisis) and woke almost every morning with the sun asking the creator for wisdom. So since I only had 3 wisdom teeth (my daughers said that’s because I absorbed the other one) to take out, I will leave you all today (on my BFF’s birthday) with 3 pieces of jungleZ wisdom.
Be careful what you put into your sacred temple (aka your body). Their is a group out there that really wants you to give your whole body over to them. Let’s just call them Augustinians for fun. Augustine (a Christian Saint who lived in the 3rd centry of the common era) to me is the one who switched the ancient story of the Garden of Eden to make us hate our bodies and this earth. He had a hard time leaving the sexually open and violent world of Rome to become a monk. It never quite clicked for him, so he resorted to the idea that sex and therefore women must be evil. So procreation and life and the earth must be evil too, and we should all just wait for the day when it all burns. What the …? And so, 1700 years later we are still crawling out of his lies. And there are still people hoping that a war happens and their vengeful savior will crack through the sky on a white horse to burn the evil ones to the ground and then this whole beautiful place. I won’t even put the name of Jesus in that sentence, because he does not deserve that kind of slander. He tried to set his people free from tyrancial enslavement, and they are still waging war in the name of their god.
Believe in yourself. Do not give into the lies that this world is broken and unfixable and we need technology to fix it. Technology has never really helped us. It always causes us more issues than it helps, and we must wake up to that. Just take cars over horses as an example. Which ones is more sustainable? We ran on horse power for thousands of years. It’s only been a couple hundred years since we’ve been messing with automobiles, and boy have they been good for the planet. Turns out the electric ones are even worse! So are we really moving forward? So here is my being honest momemt - this whole reason for this post. I’m begging you all to stop letting them put technology inside your sacred temple. If you don’t know what I’m talking about, then please read this article about the nanotech and it’s nanomafia. Dr. Ana on substack has been documenting the self-assembly nanotech that she and other doctors have been finding in everone’s blood. She recently posted an article from a scientist in Peru in 2018 on her substack here. Since I know most of you won’t read it like my nerdy self, I will give you the main points (because this is very important). Nanotech has been around for several years. It can be placed in a human being through food, drink or injections. It is highly dangerous and therefore not approved for human trials. Those that have built it (who see it as a way to merge humans with machines) are pushing it through using covert methods. Spoiler alert - the pandemic was created to push the vaccine. Virology and contangion theory are also under fire for being based on false science. There are several doctors, biotech executives, and big pharma whistleblowers on Substack sounding this alarm if you are not aware. This is not unbelievable to me. I worked for the head administrator at a large land grant university 9 years ago. There was a virology lab on our campus, and it was the only builing I never got to go in. It was very secretive, and I don’t remember meeting any of the professors. After my last 3 years of research, I’m pretty sure all ‘pandemics’ are created with poison/toxins - either accidentally or on purpose. The mRNA technology was the end goal. It is the nanotech. The point is to merge humans with AI. They want to eliminate the poor and put them in viritual reality smart-cities. The article I linked details how the techonology can delete memories, record a persons thoughts and what they are seeing. The main experiment has been mind control. Men are more succeptible, and beer is a common delivery system as well because it alters the brain state and therefore can more easily manipulate the persons emotions and thoughts. It is controlled by outside frequencies like WiFi (think the ‘prince of the power of the air’).
So what do we do? Become your own savior - and everyone else’s too. Homestead - grow your own food - help your neighbors. Stop taking anything that comes in powder, pill, or plastic form. Dr. Ana - who I linked above - still pushes theses just as I did 3 years ago. I think we need to stop and take a beat to detox. Make sourkraut and bone broth instead. Eat a refreshing lemon or orange. Get your face in the sun and your feet in the grass. Mankind in so many different beautiful versions has survived for at least thousands of years, perhaps through multiple cataclysms. We are part of a most beautiful place - this earth - this land - this sun. We are all a part of it, and I believe if we embrace her she will embrace us.
a garden of green in the jungle
